The word “kind”is on me

Hello.. Today was alright.. Hahah.. As usual went out with deborah to paris ris for a time of fun. Suppose to meet with my other friends but was being pang seh by them.. In the end, they wanted to meet at hougang mall.. But didnt wanted to meet them. I went zone-X to play with me. We both played racing game.. We than went for a time of shopping. hahah… she wanted to buy something so i paid for her, and so the word “kind”is use on me.. Well..A little treat to her make my life happy.. hahah.. Walk back with her.. hahah.. But till half way we go seperate ways.. hahah. well i reach the bustop first and board the bus and wave byebye to her.. hahahahhaahhahahhh…. That’s the end. Got so piss off by this stupid post. cant seem to type properly. ANGER. ROFL…

A day with her

hello. Just came home from watching a movie with deborah(buddy). haha.. We went to The Cathay to catch “iron man” as both of us had nothing to do. Hahah.. I’m sure to fail my litreature test. haix… hahha.. umm.. the movie was nice and i would say everyone should go catch it. hahah.. A special moment as it’s the first time both of us watch movie, without anyone and it’s the first day i ever stay with her till so late. haha.. It was nearly 9pm that we left the place. haha.. Had a great day spent. well. my energy level is going down. shall just end here..

have a great day ahead!!

U gave me life.. Thanks

Hello.. Well, as many of u guys know that it’s mother’s day today and hence many of u will celebrate together with your mum.. Hahha.. I treated my mum to a dinner, she have always been my hero.. i wish to express my feeling out here as it’s comfortable..

Why did i say that my mum is my hero?

Ans: She was the one who gave me life, a heart to live, an air to breath. She carried me for 9months in her womb and labour me in pain. She brought me up, using her fullest strength, she gave me whatever she can afford, even things that are costly, she never complained anything but she just gave me the joy. I see her being so tired and out of strength, but still she never fail to cheer everyday of my life.. I remember when i was in kindergarden, she always never fail to carried my to school, just to let me have that few minutes more to sleep. She sacrifice her sleep just to see me safe in school. I always couldnt understand what she do and often treat her rudely. I see her every sweat, every tears she had especially a times when i fall sick. She will work with worried and wish to be home taking care of me. She would always go with my order and not make a fuss.. I often feel she dun understand me, but nevertheless, me as her daughter have never make an effort to understand her. How she feel in her work. I’m learning now and I have hence started helping her in cookery.. I would wish to use this chance  and to say ‘I LOVE U MUMMY’. U gave me life and a chance to see this beautiful world with u.. Thanks!!

Your beloved daughter!!

fated to be or fated not to be??

Hello.. I have had a great day today!! Which eventually lead me to thinking life with peope around me. As stated on my previous post, i had a call from her but sad to say we didnt manage to meet up. Well.. Maybe is fated that i wont be able to meet her.. Haix!! Well.. But right on the other hands, I have make great progress with my buddy in school.. Hahaha.. We were on our way to bedok, on the bus while she was asleep.. I realise her cuteness and how she can also be weak in certain times.. We had a quiet journey to our destination. I was hoping time could stop at that very moment, but I was also expecting to expand our buddyship to a more closer level.. I couldnt be so selfish to have her always. She need to have her own freedom too. We reach our destination and we had a quick time of shopping.. I gave my very best for her moment of happiness.. Maybe this is fate that we are able to know each other. She told me i’m her greatest friend that she ever met. I dun know if this is true and will it last, but i just wish to treasure whether time we have. Time can never be replaced back. There will never ever have another 09/05/2008…. 

Had done some poem… Hahhaha.. Hope it’s nice.. Time to relex!!

Daydreaming of your sweet smiles,

The mist of uncertainties in my heart disappears,

As the rays of sunshine of your smile descend on me,

My heart is highlighted with the happiness of the eternity.

In the turbulent hours of mutual discord,

When our hearts break down in total disarray,

A conciliatory approach with a smirk,

Instantly melts away the obstacles dividing our loving hearts.

In the first meetings of two strangers,

A smile breaks the ice,

The fear of rejection disappears,

And the hearts seem to inch close together.

The heart only remembers encounters with sweet smile,

The sweet memories get etched forever,

Whether you are far away or so very close,

A sweet smile on your lips my heart yearns.

 

Enjoy the week!!!! 

will it come?

she said “ok” but i dun get it. will i get to see her? this wed should i go? will she come? many many question are flying in my mind.. It has been many years since i last talk to her.. Still i cannot overcome this fear, i just cant control but to keep my mouth shut and stare blankly at her.. Should i go for the dinner? she said ok! does that mean she is coming? i don’t want to think but it just keep appearing in my mind.

I shall not think of it!! I’m very tired!

Enjoy!!

If time could…….

If time could turn back to the past, If everything can be redo, will u change the promise u make in the past?

Have u ever ask yourself this question: “

If time could turn back to the past, If everything can be redo, will u change the promise u make in the past?”My answer is: If time could turn back to the past, I wouldn’t have make empty promises.. Losing her is such a pain in my heart, never will i forget the time she left me, our last goodbye, our last bus ride, my last time seeing her.. She told me to be live on a happy life, but never did she know, i carried this burden with me. If everything can be redo, i hope we could forever be together.. She was 8years older than me, she is like my sister, my close kin.. I will change the promise i made to her.. She told me that without her life would seem more better, I ask myself, why did i let her go?? I didnt wanted to let her off my heart, but somehow fate lead us to breaking ur close friendship.. I miss her creaps, the thing she always buy for me.. I mss her laugher, her joke, her smile, even when she is angry, she look cute.. Every now and then i kept asking myself, have she found her happiness? Maybe, Maybe not.. I carried this heavy stone with me for nearly 7years.. Hoping if time could turn back, i would have hold her back and let her know that truly i cant leave her, even if we were just friends. But i know time would never be able to turn back, but things can be change. But still hurt is a hurt, My pain maybe not be curable.. Because she is the only medicine to cure my pain.

I wish to find her back, but will fate give us a chance?

 

 

 

 

My best birthday!!

Hello Hello..

Today is a very special day…… IT’S MY BIRTHDAY!!! HAHAHAHAHHA!!!! HAPPY HAPPY!! I woke up at 7am and started preparing to go meet my eh hem to celebrate my birthday with him… Meet up at Yio Chu Kang than took bus 72 to Hougang MRT station than change NEL to HabourFront. Hahah.. Went vivocity to walk about before heading to school.. Hahaha.. Reach school quite early so went loitering about.. Hahahha.. Saw deborah and angeline they all.. They behaving so suspicious lol.. Hahahha.. Nah!! They just want to give me a surprise!! Went lunch with Yvonne as deborah and angeline went to do their tasks!! Hahaha.. Chinese was fun!! But cher forget my present!! Sad Sad!! What surprises me was that Deborah they all uses the time of my chinese class to do the preparation… hahah.. Got love balloon and cakes too.. Hahaha.. After school, went back with deborah!! Hahah.. Took the train all the way to Paris ris.. She borrowed my Nintendo DS as she wants to play her favourite game.. Well, since it’s a long holiday I shall lend her.. Hahah.. See her so happy, i’m glad.. Night birthday celebration plan was changes. Suppose to be at Paris ris than changed to Choa Chu Kang!! Haix.. Make me travel so far.. Hehheeh… Recieve lots of presents from friends.. THANKS ALL!!

I WOULD REALLY WISH TO THANKS:

DEBORAH-You have been a great friends through out this whole time. Glad that i have met you! LOVE YOUR ICE CREAM PEN THAT U HAVE GIVEN ME..

ANGELINE-A BIG THANKS YOU TO YOU for coming out with this idea of celebration.

YVONNE-THANKS FOR DESIGNING MY BIRTHDAY CARD AND THANKS FOR THE PRESENT.

LI FEN-THANKS FOR YOUR WISHES.

ISSAC-THANKS YOU SNACK BOY!! THOUGH I DUN HAVE SNACK TODAY..

PRIS-THANKS FOR YOUR MILK CANDY!! SMART DECORATION.

JESSICA MEI-THANKS FOR YOUR BIG WISHES ON YOUR BLOG AND SMS.

JESSICA SUBRA-thanks for your wishes. always remember u as a friend of mine!!

MISS CHYE SIANG-XIE XIE LAO SHI DE ZHU FU!

CHARLOTTE-THANKS FOR ALL THE SMS ACCOMPANYMENT.. HEHEHE..

SHUXIAN-THANKS FOR YOUR ELMO AND COOKIE MONSTER. THANKS FOR THE DINNER!!

MISS XIAO YEE-THANKS FOR YOUR WISHES. LOVE YOUR LITREATURE CLASS.

MISS DAWN-THANKS FOR YOUR SMS WISHES.. LOVE FILM ALWAYS

NOT FORGETTING:

TO MY DEAR, THANKS FOR YOUR EARLY MORNING ACCOMPANMENT. XIE XIE NI!

I think that should come to an end of thanks you list!!

To sum up: Thanks everyone for wishing me and Thanks for your present!! Love ya all!!

A day of fun and enjoyment

Hello.. Just came home.. Hahha.. Today had a great day.. Hehehe.. Lesson as per normal..YES!! Deobrah is back to school. My buddy is back. She is on her way to recovery from her cough. Well her fever wwas gone. Thanks God! First thing in the morning got shock by Deborah.. She surprise me with a birthday present. Hahah.. An ice-cream cone pen.. Hahahha… So nice of her.. Heheh.. Thought she would have forgotten about it.. hehhe.. I’M SO HAPPY.. We went for lunch together.. Hahha.. Ate chicken rice.. She was playing with my Nintendo DS. hahah.. She was playing cooking mama 2.. After lunch we went back to school, then continue with lesson and then after school dismiss, she was deciding on where to go as she still got time before her tuition at bedok start. Hahah.. She has got no geography class today. She got phoebe to come along as we were wanting to go on a shopping trip, but when we walk pass The Cathay, deborah decided to catch a movie. Hahah.. My first time watching movie with her.. Actually should be 2nd time.. heheh.. but the first time was with a big group. Now was only me,deborah,phoebe and issac(the 1 and only guy). Hahah.. We watch definately Maybe.. Is a story about a daugther wanting to find out who her mum is and her dad’s romance life.. Hahah.. It’s quite bored in the middle but when u watch on, is super touching and funny.. Hahah.. I was sitting beside deborah. Hahah.. Cool ah!! I was in between Issac and Deborah, Deborah was in between me and phoebe.. Hahha.. After the movie, me and deborah rush to the toilet. Hahah.. I’m so happy!! Happiness is when u are with your loved one.. Including buddy and friends. A great day which i have.. Hahahha..

Shall end off here!! bye!=)

Definition of Happiness

I was focusing just now on something. Then out of a sudden, I recalled something. Someone ever ask what’s the definition of happiness? I was thinking hard to try explain. I feel the Definition of Happiness is actually

Being with the one you love is a form of happiness,

Happiness is when you smile at the person you love,

Happiness is when your love one shout at you,

Happiness is also when your love one give u a punch.

Does that summarise the Definition of Happiness?

I really don’t know.

Someone said this before: 

It could be for a year, a month, a day

an hour or even a minute for all I care

so long as our hands are held tightly together

and our hearts closely knit together,

no-one will ever find a happier person in this world.

I was thinking, what do we human find is the most important things?

Is it money? career? Family? Friends? Health? I really dun know..

To me, having a good health is the most important things before doing anything.

Happiness comes next, but before that, u really have to know what the definition of happiness,

before you can apply it to your love one.

Maybe someday I will get the answer to what the Definition of Happiness..

For the time-being, I shall search on for more.

Shall end here. Have a nice day!!(=

1st Filming of my life.

Hello Hello. Well Well.. Had a tring day today. Heheh.. Woke up at 6am and started preparing to go Mediacorp for my first filming.. Kept yawning but when i eventually think of the shoot it kind of awake me. Hahah.. Well.. I shall say that filming is fun but is super tiring.. We left mediacorp at about 8.15am and went to Millenium Insistute to had our shoot. Hahha.. Started the whole shoot at 9am all the way till 2pm.. Non-stop k!! Not even a break!!! Hahah. But it was fun gaining an experience in acting. Reach back at mediacorp at about 2.45pm then hang around there till 8pm.. hahah.. Met up with lots of artiste and ahd a chat with Jiang Jia xi and also Shawn tok. Hahah.. He is so cute lol.. Too bad didnt take pic with shawn.. Hahah.. They had Youth Eco concert today and Jia xi had wei wo du zhun.. Hhaha.. Then went amk hub awhile then went back to mediacorp to wait for Joanne and the rest from Qiu Ai Da Zhan.. Yeah!! G-force rawks. U shall know why when the show is being telecast.. Hahah.. Picture for today can be found at friendster under private. Ask me for permisson.

Shall end here everyone!!